So todays my 21st birthday and although I'm like " Yay it's my birthday" a part of me was dreading this day. I don't really like birthdays as I don't like the attention and as this is a "BIG" birthday it has just reminded me of all the people I miss and can't see anymore.
Even though it's just another year like any other birthday I actually feel older like ALOT older. I feel like a grown up which is weird, I just always thought I would be a teenager and young forever but I don't quite think thats true anymore ha! I am proud of myself for getting to where I am today. I worked so hard doing my A-Levels to get the job I wanted and made sure I had something as soon as I finished sixth form. I'm the sort of person who needs a plan so not knowing what I'm doing scares me a bit which again doesn't help with my anxiety. So not knowing whats round the corner just doesn't help!
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| 3rd April 2015 |
So far for my birthday I have been to Drayton Manor with my best friend Jess who you can get to know here in the best friend tag post. It was a really good day even though we got soaked. I had the most loveliest Pandora earings from her and the best picture framed too. As Jess says it symbolise our friendship because even though she's being odd I look like I still love her :)
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| This was the picture. Taken in 2010 when we were just about to leave school |
I think I'm going to use this opportunity to decide to try new things and develop my skills, confidence as a person.....hopefully. I'm still trying to grow my hair which at the moment feels near impossible! I stopped straightening it as much and using better products including Lee Staffords Hair Growth Range.
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| 21 year old me |
I want to drink more green tea because I know it's good for your skin and insides and I want to help as much as I can to be as healthy as possible.
So thats it a little update and a few snaps.
Thank you for reading!
Next post will be up on Sunday 12th.
xoxo
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